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~~~[ABOUT ME]~~~ Well blah blah blah .... hello .. my name is leidy! and you are in my blog .. if you are lost or something ...then just leave....NOW! .. if not ...then... WELCOME! well i was born in july,13,1988 and im A cancer! (zodiac)... i go to miami senior high school .. and im currently in 10th grade... well w/ez.. thats me ... bye byez ^_^

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daimisuki!!!!
01.17.04 (4:27 pm)   [edit]
well well ... we meet again i c... well ummz .. im in senpai's house. hello peepz. well my dayz been okie . my mom has beef for zuly and whatnotz. so i dont know. and i think im going to fail this year, [but i musnt] well anywhoz.. yeh. i hope snoopy and cristy are all okiez and so is woozy .. well my computer is literally dead! like i mean dead! well anywhoz cant stand hentai!!!! its eeekz a million. so bye byez.

[b][Edward][/b]
 
Madness Of Life!!! [im somewhat back]
01.10.04 (5:59 pm)   [edit]
hey hey niggers..... i missed ya.
wellz.. hi woozy! umm as some of you know i have a b.f. that has intermanet .. which is senpai. (dario) he is a dork ... so i love him. anywhoz..! im using his computer today and whatnotz so yeh and umm umm yeh .. stuff has happened and i wana go hang out and love make with him now. so bye byez . sorry . be back online someday// my compuper is evilz. so yes nigger.. umm bye byez.


[b][Edward][/b]
 
Postal Service
12.14.03 (10:33 am)   [edit]

Yesterday was kewl I guess, I went to the mall with xio,xander, and milton. yeh we saw skippy again and yeh. She didnt look like marilyn manson anymore though heh. well I kept thinking too much... like I always do. But we had our good times I guess, especially In wendy's. I love going to wendy's cuz of that.. everyone always gets hyper and whatnotz when we go to wendy's its kewl. We saw the drumer of a band there that played in "the place" he was with an old friend of mine from middle school. We called him "satan" yeh it was kewl. I forgot what the name of the band that that guy was in... I think it was something kicks the snow.. something with snow. Thats all I know.Meh. What ever! So anywhoz....Im talking to xander right now on aim. Yeh.. blahness! Today is totally ... SSDD! I just know it man! Well In the mall I got to buy frank's christmas gift. So now Im only missing xio,milton,snoopy...and .... thats it I guess. Cuz since I know Im not going to have enough money for all of my friends....Im just going to get gifts for my closesest (if thats how you spell it?) friends. So yeh anywhoz.....I got to talk to senpai when I got home. And I actually got to talk to him inside the room. And not in the living room... yeh... well Im hoping.. that I dont go out with him or anyone. Ever again. I found out that I stagnate.... (watch onegai teacher and yull know what im talking about) and its not really stangating... its more like clausterphobia plus... n/m you dont understand...not even I do // thats why I call it stagnating... and also cuz of the effects .... okie im sorry Im writing too much.. blahness.. bye byez.

p.s. cindy talk to denise you whore! dont listen to the "person" trust me!!!



[b][Edward][/b]
 
Miss A Day...
12.13.03 (7:49 am)   [edit]

well yesterday I didnt blog and that was weird cuz i usually always do...... oh wellz. well yeh yesterday was kewl as hell! zuly came over and when we were getting to the house we saw joey there sitting down with the rock sign .. lol.. and yeh. then she hugged him and i went inside. xander was also with us and whatnotz.. well then dario-senpai calleded and i heard someone knocking at the door and it diana!!! my slut!! well yeh!. and she licked me... (weirdo) ^^... well yes .. then i saw dario trying to run away from me downstairs.. that loser. then he eventually came up and yeh i introduced diana to xander and then i introduced dario to zuly, joey, and xander and yeh then they all knew each other. (yaay for them) well yeh. we all chilled and acted all retarted and whatnotz.. it was kewl... we had alot of fun. everyone was happy and hyper. zuly was all over joey ^.^ they were soo cute! and i was sooo happy to see joey since i havent seen him in the longest.. and since i didnt think i was going to see him any time soon before christmas again i gave him his christmas present and he likeded it!. (yaay) and i was extremely happy to see dario! since i never see him anymore and whatnotz but seeing diana was kewlerz too man! i havent had contact with her in the longest! (except maybe on the net) but other then that!.. never! so it was kewl to see alot of my friends that i havent seen in a long long time!. i loved it!. it was the happiest ive been since in a long time. well then xander had to leave and oh yeh! woozy calleded and told me she would come at like 7:00 but then she called later and said she couldnt cuz her mom wanted to clean the cloth or something like that. well then zuly/joey had to leave and we all said our good byez. so it was only xio,diana,dario and me. we all chilled for a while and played around like nerds that we are ^^ untill diana had to go and her father was all grumpy. .< but yeh she left and blah. then xio,dario and I went back upstairs from saying good bye to diana. And we watched daria for a while on the computer... yknow that episode that she needs contacts....?... well anywhoz.. w/e. then I put bjork on since he's never heard it before and Im always talking about her and whatnotz. so yeh then we heard it for a while... (to make a long story short) eventually dario's parents called him and he had to leave. Then I fell asleep and thats why I didnt blog, cuz it was really early it was only 9:something and yeh I usually go to sleep at like 11:something ... or later then that. so yeh... but I guess I had something mellow on my mind or somethin that made me very sleepy so I fell asleep. so thats why didnt blogg!... im sorry peoples... (for those who care if I BLOG or not).well bye byez. I have to go eat something cuz my stomachs all empty. oh yeh! and when i was sleeping I had a scary dream that I was in my room and it was all dark and i kept hearing voices and then I wokeup but before I was just chilling with joey and xio but mostly joey .. and stuff. but that was weird. anywhoz.. while sleeping... I couldnt sleep! I only would doze off sometimes. But my body would start getting in pain and my stomach felt like it was eating itself cuz it was soo empty. aah! it sucked.. but I woke up with a pretty and mellow thought in my head/mind I felt better in the morning (yay for me) well bye byez. >

p.s. Hi woozy!


[b][Edward][/b]
 
Coincidence?...
12.11.03 (3:07 pm)   [edit]

just finished drawing.. this clown like anime girl. it looks pretty. today was okie i guess. like always. i ran all the way home today cuz i was trying to catch up to zuly,frank and snoopy with milton and xio. yeh. i was very tired then i couldnt breath and whatnotz.. kept on coughing and stuff. well w/e im fine now. i was all alone in school for a moment. i tried looking for zuly & company by carlos.. he drow me around and i couldnt find them so i was alone afterschool for a while. oh wellz. and right now im talking to woozy about the play that were making for drama class. well gotta pay attention.. bye byez.



[b][Edward][/b]
 
I Need The Free Time...
12.10.03 (5:38 pm)   [edit]

well this is the banner that my friend mike did for his site! yup yup he did. and he showded it to me and i wantededed to show off his talent to the world of blogging madness!. so yes.. there it is.. yup.. and im talking to him right now on aim. we havent talked in a while so yeh im happy that Im talking to him right now. also cuz he hasnt cut himself in a long time.. (yaaay!!!) ^.^ im sooo happy to know he hasnt been inflicting pain to himself anymore!... but me on the other hand... well... j/k!.. i cant do that. (promised not to) and i hate to brake promises without having a really good reason for it or somethin yknow?... well bye byez.


[b][Edward][/b]
 
Shut Down
12.10.03 (1:15 pm)   [edit]

 

well yes// umm xio's asking salem and xander if they would fuck--themselves/somebody that looks or acts like them/ and a doll?... thats the weirdest one!. but i think that the kewlest one is that if you could fuck a furry! hell yeh!
:twisted: <----there you go salem!! (inside thing.. yeh!)>well today was an okie day i guess.. since i acted 'happy' and whatnotz.. i found out that not showing your true emotions actually helps sometimes. well zuly didnt come today!. that was weird. and woozy left to her bus stop without me, i barely got to see her. and i didnt even see her in lunch. and when i did see her it was like i was sleeping or something.. like it never happenededed.. oh wellz. well bye byez.


[b][Edward][/b]
 
-Unknown-
12.09.03 (8:49 pm)   [edit]


More and more paced to it.
A sudden sound takes attention. More compressed into
her canvace,Feeling everything around her .
Shattered mirror on the floor. Tilted elapsed mind.
she's found lost,knowing where but not a sense of why being there.
All her memories rely on a pulse of truth.
Struck next to her is but a scarlet shine.
Sinks into this white space.
Asleep! she remembers she was before.
A sudden shock of moist ,Dry...scent of blood.
Smered and Corresing the quivered cuts.
Numb, but the vision gives it a feeling, a place,
a moment of pain.



A doubt consumed, and another day begins to,
and a smile placed upon her tired face of despair.


Them never knowing......




[b][Edward][/b]
 
Highest Priority...
12.09.03 (2:14 pm)   [edit]

Today i got all blah like again!....well i wroteded a gay poem again.. i thinks its stupid .. but xio said it was kewl. i would have shown it to another one of my friends but they would have been all.. i dont know! and plus they were too buzy so w/e. i gotz to wear zuly's umm chineese /bruce lee jacket thing that joey gave her. yeh!. that was the only time i was actually "happy" today ... cuz i started getting hyper 4 some reason/// eepz i never use numbers... so thats weird!. SSDD! xand-man is in my house and my sister just showed her her gum... yeh she's weird.. woozy's coming later.. so yaay, im so blah today. i dont know why i cry anymore... it feels .. so meaningless. well i guess nothing will eventually end. and stop all the memories of all that pain .. not like inside pain .. but like real pain.. with the stabing and runing and pancing all the time. well w/e, doesnt matter. i just want to talk to "some one" .. but w/e. anyway xanders being all loud lol ... he keeps saying "ooh!" ... and xio looks like a geek with his hat. and alls well in the world of madness again. im listening to radio head... yup yup i am. i luvz radio head!. they kickass!. and i know im not suppose to put a dot after a(n) exclamation point!... but w/e. heh. meh, well bye byez .

p.s.HI WOOZY!


[b][Edward][/b]
 
SSDD---COMPANY
12.08.03 (3:23 pm)   [edit]

 

blah blah.....well xander is in my house,...brb okie im back, and woozy is hither.. blah!. and woozy almost had a heart attack!.sx78frt6gfrt=vhunmjkhjuyh uj2 c yes im hurr thats right WOOZY YEAH FUDGE OFF WE NEED TO FINIDH THE HOMEWERK AHH!!! dkufdi;hgo;reh;oireh;kifd gkfdhgk;fdsg;kfjd
THIS ONE **sticks the middle finger out* <----- woozy!!!. now im here.. hello!!/// and im listening to otep!. and xio's taking a bath!. and xander says he write fast! which is 0-kewl... so lets see how fast he is! >
hey whats up goons...yes i'm the weirdo of the group and yeah....woooo....blah. soooooooooooooooo...yeah you big goons. <----xander!. >
well yes.. isnt he fast? *cough* not!*cough*... j/k. well yes. and woozy is now bothering me. hjuyk90pi<---that was her!! ;k,jm;87yvgfb987u09y mnb9>
well i wasnt happy today!. there im done woozy!. you whore!. today was dumb, but having my friend here made it better i guess.. and xander was all sad too. and he felt left out.. aawwee poor xander!. i also found his soft spot that makes him tickly.. or something. lallalalala
lallalalalalallalalalalal lalalalalallalalalalallal alalalallalalalalallalala lalallalalalalallalalalal allalalalalallalalalalall alalalalallalalalalallala lalalallalalalalallalalal alallalalalalallalalalala llalalalalallalalalalalla lalalalallalalalalallalal alalallalalalalallalalala lallalalalalallalalalalal lalalalalallalalalalallal alalalallalalalalallalala lalallalalalalallalalalal allalalala... woozy just scared me that whore! she erased everything.. but then somehow put it back!. well bye byez.


-WOOZY-
HEY HELLO EVERYONE WHATS UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! YEAH SO ANYWHOS YES IM CALLING JARED TODAY UHHUH YES INDDEED YEY!! yey! IM, GONNA STOP BEING A POOSHY(pussy)!! woot! ALRIGHTIES BYEBYES

p.s. Pussy Recieved On Midnight! (P.R.O.M)





[b][Edward][/b]
 
Happy Unbirthday To Me!
12.07.03 (11:54 am)   [edit]

well yesterday was kewl. and today's my unbirthday!!. well yesterday xio,milton and i went to the mall. in sunset place. yup yup and it was fun. well the first kewl thing about it was that it was cold. very cold. well not that that cold.. but still pretty cold. anywhoz.. umm we got there by the metro and my dad was waiting for us to get inside the metro train. and he stayed there with me cuz i was cold. and also cuz he was waiting for us. and and ... he told us not to tell mom..cuz she would be all anoying about it!. well then we got on the metro (me and xio only) and when we got in, on like the 3rth or 2nd stop .. this guy got in// he looked like the pretty bot type. well yeh .. he had his g.f. or something.. with him and he was all singing this opera music. and me and xio were just cracking up big time!. we were laughing cuz the guy sounded soo funny. we looked so stupid. and then we got off. and then xio saw one of her old friends outside and stuff .. and i saw diego!!! woooh diego!!. well yeh, and he was about to go inside the mall cuz we were right outside the metro . and whatnotz.. so yeh. and we took him to "the place" cuz he didnt know where it was or w/e. then we saw nery and will.. yeh they were there. then we said our goodbye's and we eventually saw milton inside virgin and yeh we chilled there for a while till we got boreded. and then we saw some chick that looked like she was trying to copy marilyn manson (as xio said) and she asked me if i huged her yet? and i said no... i dont think so. then she huged me and xio and milton. and she had a friend called lama and i think she was pinky or something.. i dont know!. well then we saw the skateboarding dude. (i forgot what his name was) then we left and went into barnes and nobles. and i got zuly's present. then we went to hottopic cuz i wanted to get joey's present. and i was gonna also buy snoopy's present.. cuz i saw one of the shirts he wanted, but i didnt have anymore money! :( well yehz.. that sucked!. i also saw this blond guy there and he was cute and nice.. well yeh. while leaving from there we saw gavin,that new guy in our school with the weird hair style, and other people i dont know.. but milton does for some reason??... well blah!. then we left... and we eventually had to leave so milton called carlos to pick us up, and they kicked us out of hottopic cuz we werent buying anything, but milton and i wanted to stay to listen to music, and plus we told carlos to meet us there. so we waited outside of the store all cold and whatnotz and carlos was taking too long to come so he called his dad. (heh... too long to come heeehee^^).then when he called we went outside to where people usually wait for some one to pick them up, and we chatted with this trenchcoat guy named paul. yeh he was kewl. then milton's dad came and we left. oh! and also while we were waiting senpai called me!.. (by milton's cell phone ofcourse). and yeh. then we got home, and yeh i talked to senpai on the phone yesterday untill i think 1:30 or something like that. then i called him again this morning and i ate cereal. talked to my sister about stuff... and then saw half of alice in wonder land. and made my bed.. and now im blogging.. well bye byez.

p.s. todayz my unbirthday!!. =^.^= [i]MEOW![/i]



[b][Edward][/b]
 
Woke Up Alone...Eeekz!
12.06.03 (9:06 am)   [edit]

well this morning i wokededed up by myself.....and yehz.. cuz xio had to go early to school for the fcat friday's thinga mabob, even though she didnt really go. its more like she ran away with her b.f. somewhere .. heh. thats kewl. i wish i could do that. but i cant!, and plus! i dont have a b.f. so blah!. and its okie cuz i dont want to have a b.f. so it would be kewl if could do that with a close friend or something.. yknow? . like with zuly, joey,sugen, dario,snoopy,frank... i dont know.. just people.. cuz yeh. i dont want to have a b.f. thats gay!!. and not in the happy way either!. well yeh hi! *waves*... im borededed//. and before i forget ---- HI WOOZY! HI XANDER!. since he reads my blog now.. well atleast i think he does? i dont know. xander! if you are reading my blog !!! then leave a comment on the bottom.. where it says "comment" .. heh. well yehz... im boreded. as you know!. and i know today's gonna be the ssdd. .. wooh! ssdd xander!!// .. okie okie .. im fine!. i havent seen hamtaro in a long time.. meh. i guess i just dont watch t.v. that much anymore. i was just watching it a sec ago and they were putting the spice-girls movie.. i thinks it funny. i like it.blah!. i dont know. well im listening to rave right now.. and yeh. it has drum n bass.. wooh! drum n bass kicks ass!!//.i just noticed! .. i have the room to myself.. yaay! (i guess). so this is how it feels to have your own room heh??... well its kewl i guess.. untill you start getting lonely and have no one to talk to. i guess thats why people get out more.. since they dont have anyone to talk to or stuff. or maybe im just use to it.. who knowz? .. i just finished talking to senpai, and i think he's starting to like.. i dont .. he's starting to think im anoying or something.. i dont know why though.. but i guess its cuz i am!. yeh!. juussst maybE!. heh. then again i think too much so blah.oh! and yaay! i shaved my legs yesterday.. hooray for me. i know todays gonna be boring.. atleast i know it will be for me. i never get to do what i want. i mean yeh sure!.. im content being on the computer, but thats not what i want.. i want to do something new!.. something fun!. intresting even. but w/ez.. nothing like that happens here anymore. and when i say "here" i mean in my head/in my apartment/in my life. nothing intresting or fun ever happens to me anymore. maybe for my sis-- sometimes.. but not for me. im just content by being on the computer. being in the wired.. is okie for me. its what i do when i dont have anything else better or funer to do. i guess.oh! maybe zuly can comeover? maybe... if she calls. or something. i was listening to salems eurotech when he came over after school one day. and that techno moosic.. is kewl. but they always have someone singing that ruines it!. i hate that!. and some songs sound like a(n) orchestra.. or something. .or all lovey dovey//... eekz.. i hate songs that are too lovey dovey. it anoy's me. but the eurotch songs that ive heard from "2" .. are kewl.. well the ones on my computer atleast. i like things with only beat!. its better that way, cuz you doze off into it yknow?. unless the singing goes along with it really good.. then its kewl. if not then.. no!. meh. i havent drawn in a long time. im gonna see if i get inspired today?... i dont know if i might.. thats not something that you is going to happen. so blah!. well bye byez.


[b][Edward][/b]
 
Dirty...
12.05.03 (2:36 pm)   [edit]
i feel dirty right now, and i want to take a bath!. well ile take a bath right after i blog,well im eating a sandwich and listening to bjork right now.it didnt rain today :? and everyone that i have talked to on aim are busy doing something.. so blah!. that sucks!. well theres one good thing today, its a friday... heh. i might go to snoopy's house and see cristy. just maybe.today was normal. and boring.well im talking to woozy now, i cried yesterday.. i guess i needed to let some stuff out. and plus it rained. and the rain helps me let myself go sometimes.yknow.. like be normal or something.. i dont know.. its a weird feeling. i call it a feeling feeling. yeh.. its weird. a standstill maybe.^.^ .... blah. im bored right now. and my sisterz getting all anoying again.. not funny or hyper anoying.. more like attitude anoying. and i hate when she gets like that ... its....anoying!. heh.now im listening to deftones... i think its the first song from white pony.. not sure. i got 2 f's on my grades. now i do think im going to fail this year. unless i get better.. which i doubt i will. oh! and i gotz 4 dollars for snoopy today. it was my mission to him.. heh. im happy i got the money for him, he was happy when i gave it to him. and i dont really care what he uses it for. as long as it makes him happy. i noticed that im good at asking people for stuff. cuz i just asked for it in a way and bam! i gotz it. it was too easy. heh. oh wellz.. blahness.yknow materba taste weird after a while.. meh. im just writing nonesense.. so im going to go now. well bye byez.


[b][Edward][/b]
 
--Xander--
12.04.03 (3:28 pm)   [edit]
well well well,we meet again i see?. heh.. well yeh.umm i dont know. today was kewl day i guess. it wasnt THAT! boring i guess, since xander came over my house today and zuly wanted to hit me and frank because she was pms'ing// so yeh. oh! and i found out what ssdd means.. well atleast what xander thinks it means.. its Same Shit,Different Day. thats what he thinks it means cuz he
'also' saw the movie.. so yeh. yeh i found out that xanders actually prettykewl.. and whatnotz.. he's like one of "us" but not really, at the same time. well yes.. blah!.. the blahness of madness! MADNESS I TELL YOU!. well i talk to woozy about some one today *wink wink*... (ouch theres something in my eye .<) well anywhoz. im failing 2 classes!... that sucks ass man!. what the heck!. oh wellz. im failing : french and umm critical thinking. yup yup im failing those classes. so yeh it sucks.. i guess its better then 3 classes right? ... meh. i dont know. hey i noticed that i dont talk to mike that much anymore.. i guess he seems to be too busy with his life or something. (cuz he's never online anymore). and i havent talked to senpai yet [today] ... well yes. i dont know.. im lost again!. or i might be "aloof" .. whatever that means.??.. *stairs at the roof for a while*. oh! man!.. fuck! today i lost the punk pin that nery gave me!. .. i was so shocked!. ..like : omg... the pin is gone, jiminey cricket!. yup yup .. thats what i said!. [well in my mind atleast]/// heh. i also got hit in the booby's really hard today. that hurt big time.. the pain was ...... umm painfull!. my initial boobs were in pain untill.. umm i think .. untill the reading bell rang. so yeh.. that was long. i also noticed that my skully got burned by my lamp... oh wellz. :roll: i think it looks kool so w/e. and i also noticed that like... im more like not liking people to kiss me (like my sister or friends) cuz for me it was usually normal.. but now im thinking that kissing is more of a sacred/special thing then before.. i dont know.. and plus i think its weird.. so yeh!. not that i usually go arounf kissing my sister or friends.. i mean like playing around or by accident. even though if it does happen , i wouldnt vomit or anything. cuz its not a big deal cuz thats how close you are with a person... but still, its like ... weird. so there.. eekz .. leave me alone!. well oh! hi cindy!!!! well i guess thats all ... bye byez. >


[b][Edward][/b]
 
11
12.03.03 (3:50 pm)   [edit]

salem is in my house/apartment right now.
and now my sister is bothering me with crap and whatnotz. ... and blah blah blah. i think salem thinks im weird or something.. or maybe thats just his boredom... yeh yeh that must be it. he's going to self-distruct any time now... yup any time now. ......dot....dot......dot......dot.............im bored as you can tell. and now im going to poke salem to see what he does...okie my analysis say that he is ummm... u dont know.. something i guess.
hello,operator?.
right now salems mom called and i think he might be leaving? // im not sure. well as you can tell im typing everything thats happening, except for the stupid stuff. and xio just said "thank you leidy". and xio just said that SHE sucks dick!.and shes gonna go make dinner now!. *looks at sister with harsh face*and now salem is looking at my pictures, well today sucked.. and good night!. =^.^=


[b][Edward][/b]
 
SSDD?
12.02.03 (4:34 pm)   [edit]

what does ssdd mean? ... ive been wondering what hell that means.. ?? and i dontz know. i even asked that chatbot thing in this website----------- [url=]http://aimovie.warnerbros.com...[/url] well yeh i even asked the bot.. but it didnt know the answere to it. damn.. i dont know what it means.. i think its like a telepathic power or something weird like that. i know its something psychological.. thats for sure. heh.. well yeh. well my moods been very unknown lately.. very very unknown.. especially today, i think i changed and or got confussed about my mood like a million times today man.. i dont know whats up with me?? ... blah..!.all i know is that im happy that im not in a relationship or anything. well today was a normal day , yup yup it was. except we waited for zuly way too long after school in the ramp and yeh we didnt know if she was going to get out or anything. so we just waited... like losers that we are . we as in xio,frank and me. yup yup.. untill it was 4:something... then we left. heh.. but frank left his uniform shirt on the ramp statue area thingy, so he had to go back..aaah.. what a loser.. heh..heh..okie im done. well yes.. i am bored!. and hi cindy!. oh gosh thats right i have math h.w. to do. and no adrian its not intensive math h.w. its geometry h.w. (i have e.s.e ^^ ) well yes i better go do it then. (heh "go do it" heh) well bye byez.



[b][Edward][/b]
 
Your Unbelievable....OH!
12.01.03 (3:14 pm)   [edit]

"THE world is spining too fast.... i find that i get shoes.. to keep my self tethered.. to the days that i have to lose (oh yeh man)".well hi hi!!. today was a norman and casual day i guess. i couldnt stop day dreaming or dozing off about something.. and i kept getting hurt today, first- some girl shoves me into a door, second- this guy pushes me so hard that it keeps my arm hurting for a long time. and lastly- umm dontz remember right.. oh yeh!. in lunch something showved themselves into me really hard that my hand got smacked by this metal part of a umm yknow like door but the part where you open it from.. where it has metal!!.. well yeh. but who cares.. no big deal.. im okie everybody.. im okie!!. dont worry about me!! ile be jjuuuussst FINE!. well today after school i also hit snoopy in the balls.. oopsie.. that was a total accident. cuz i was going to hug him but i didnt wrong and my knee went straight for his [explicit] ^.^ // well yes.. blah blah blah... and ofcourse cant forget about..... BLAH!.oh oh! and and .. people said that i looked like crap today in the morning cuz i wasnt wearing eye linear :( jusy because i went to sleep late and i kept falling asleep when i woke up so when my bus got there.. i didnt have time to put it on. so yeh.. but i dont see any difference.. cuz i think always look ugly either way but w/e. ?? // oh! but this kid in my french class thought i looked preety without my eye linear and whatnotz.. but what does he know... he's in french class for peeps sack!. so yeh. _-
heh heh... the madness of it all... isnt it just soo. huh??. well im listening to my drum n bass cd right now.. the one called "king of the jungle" .. it isnt that good. but its my first drum n bass cd ive ever had.. and milton helped me pick it out. so its kewl and i except it either way. and yknow how it comes with 2 cd's well i always think the second one's much better.. which is the one im listening to now. well bye byez.


p.s. hi cindy!

I DUDDITS!!!! ::raises arms in the air:: =^.^= [MEOW!]




[b][Edward][/b]
 
First And Last Kiss...
11.30.03 (6:59 pm)   [edit]
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well hello.....today senpai finally went to my house again to get his book bag and also just to umm come over!. well yeh after he chilled here for like 2 or 3 minutes and i gave him his christmas present early cuz i might not see him, so yeh. and then we went to b.k. and then went to damians house a.k.a xio's b.f. well yeh then xio and damian had "stuff " to do.... so yeh me and dario were left in the room watching hentai (eeeweee) and yeh so i wont have to payattention to the hentai-madness of it all, i was playing dario's game boy thingy mabob. it was umm pokemon..i think, yeh!. well then umm eventually xio and damian came back from their love world.. of love... i dont know! the point is that when they got back we had to go to my house to get dario's book bag, but then his mom called and she told him to stay where he was which was in a corner of a street. and yeh then his parents came and me and xio got in the car and damian went to b.k. and yeh, then we went runing upstairs and got his book bag and then he left :( .... then xio talked to damian (and im calling milton damian cuz my moms in the room so yeh) well when she talked to him he was in b.k. but before that jesus called (binky's b.f.) and i thought it was damian but it wasnt ... well yeh and something happened and jesus hung up, well then we noticed that we left the hat and lock with damian , soo i told mom that we left it in b.k. so then we went runing really fast and got it and then we went back home and yeh. my other sister was here with her baby. and now their gone and im waiting for my mom to get out of the room so i can finish watching the movie "dream catcher" which is a kickass movie from what ive seen so far!. well i guess thats it for today.... bye byez.

p.s. HI CINDY!!!


[b][Edward][/b]
 
huh?
11.29.03 (10:24 pm)   [edit]

blah blah...BLAH!. as you can tell ... i am once again borededed... and yeh, i was suppose to finish watching the other movies me and xio rented.. but her b.f. called. so shes brain dead now. oh welllz... now i gets to blog... yay for me and my blogging boredom!. well the t.v. is on, i just finished writing a letter to someone, and all i can hear is cars passing by outside my window. gosh .. life is boring at times.. especially if you have nothing to do yknow. < .... i want to attack someone right now.. and i dont mean "attack" like kill or anything.. i mean it like jump on them and fall asleep with/on them. thats what i call it . cuz cats do that to their owners or just people sometimes and right before their about to , it looks like their going to attack them ... like the kind to kill. cuz they have this look in their eyes.. so yeh!. my moods gonna stay "unknown" for a long time.. heh. I dont even know how i feel anymore sometimes.. so im keeping it that way.. till i get anoyed .. or somethin. well night night. >

[b][Edward][/b]
 
Woke Up Crying...
11.29.03 (11:57 am)   [edit]

today i wokeup crying , yeh it was weird. but not like any type of crying more like histerical crying.. well yeh. i guess it was cuz in my dream i got shot in the head for talking to someone. oh well. i actually felt the bullet go thru my head.yeh that was kewl... but it hurt, well today is a boring/bad day. i gues cuz its just boring.. and as my sister is saying that today is one of those day that you want to go to sleep with some one or something.... yeh and like just watch a movie or something... yeh,i wish i could fall asleep with one of my friends or something... the coldness makes me either sleepy or hyper and since im not around anything/anyone that could get me hyper then im sleepy now. and xio keeps talking about it. .okie my sisters gone insane... shes telling me to go on bike to dario's house which is in but fuck egypt. wel all she wants to do is go to miltons house, lkdfjglx'ckhjlkchjdfklhjf lkhfnh'pdfahj'pgfhjgdkhkd hjklghg'hklgh;lkdpojtrek otijjutt76hjyuhuy7<------------its art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (mad laughter) omg ... im going insane like evryone else// and im going to try to do something today/// goodbye-------------*%^$^%*$@#!@#@#$#%&*$^$%&$^*^^#$%@#$#%@#~~@@#>

p.s. im not crazy...



[b][Edward][/b]
 
c:\windows> transfering virus....
11.28.03 (6:37 pm)   [edit]


heylo... i happen to be very bored right now.. so im blogging... i mean it never stopped me before right?. well i just finished coming back from miltons house.. or as some people call him, "damian" .. heh. well yeh im talking to salem right now.. see ------AESpresident87: Guten abend! Ich leiben sie!
WiredInside: i know man right!// damn those ppl!
WiredInside: hi salem!
AESpresident87: huh, i was saying hi
WiredInside: oh i knew that!
AESpresident87: lol
WiredInside: konichiwa!
------------------------- -- end <------------------------->well as you all know i have no life... at all. so did that ... and blah blah blah, the boredom goes on. yes it does!. and on and on and on!. i wish i knew how to hack into computers... that would be kickass!. cuz yeh .. i would be more like ed and is just plain kewl to be a hacker yknow.. no! you dont cuz im telling you right now.. ^^
blahness!. its everywhere!... run and hide.. hide i tell you!! you crazy people!. crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! crazy? did u call me crazy? im not crazy !! ...... okie the voices are gone now.. ...... . ..... (i think? ).

-----------------------// open text \------------------------ -

[b]reide : [/b]konnichiwa..
[b]shonetzu :[/b] konbanwa rei-chan.
[b]reide : [/b]ogenki desu ka?
[b]shonetzu : [/b]genki desu
[b]reide : [/b] o namae wa?
[b]shonetzu:[/b] Watakushi wa desu...shonetzu.
[b]reide:[/b]demo....
[b]shonetzu:[/b]demo?
[b]reide:[/b]uso!
[b]reide:[/b]uso!!!
[b]shonetzu:[/b]honto??!! .....honto?!?!
[b]reide:[/b]watashi...??....watashi.....
[b]reide:[/b]wakarimasen? !?!

[reide awakes in terror.. crying , and wondering what just happened to her]

---------------------// disconnected \--------------------


bye byez.



[b][Edward][/b]
 
Gomen Nasai
11.28.03 (10:02 am)   [edit]

hey hey. well today i feel much better and yeh.. im happy for that . yesterday me and my sis got in a fight and that made me think about other stuff too which made me even more sader then i already was , and i wanted to call senpai but i didnt want to bother him with my stupid problems or anyone else so yeh, and im glad i didnt call him cuz when he called me yesterday he was at the movies and he was all happy so yeh im happy i didnt ruin his day with my sadness. well yeh umm today zuly might come over... YAAY for me cuz i havent been able to hangout with my friends in a long time now. so yeh that suckz . but w/ez.. well im online right now on aim and theres not much people online right now.. :roll: oh wellz . ile just wait for woozy or salem or someone!! to get online so i could talk to them ... im also waiting for mike-san but he's always so busy that i can barely talk to him anymore. and yeh,... blah!. im boredededed and i just woke up and cleaned my keyboard while i was talking to zuly on the phone and yeh . im soo happy that zuly and joey are still going out!. (dont ask why). well yehz.. i noticed i say "well yeh" alot... oh wellz. something good better happen today cuz im really really borededed and if i have to go mcdonald or b.k. again im going to snap!! ---- a pencil!. .< eekz my nail polish wont come off.. im trying to take it off and it wont come off >.< grrr!. oh wellz. ... ...... dot...dot......dot!. man! i needz to go to the mall to buy my friends christmas presents .. cuz i know what to get for some of them but not all.. like i have not that much of an idea what to get salem or woozy . but its the thought that counts right? /// oh! and i saw witch hunter robin yesterday!. i liked it , i think it kicked ass! . i cant wait to see all the other episodes or w/ez. and i could tell that vinz copied it off a dvd ^.^ . well yeh.. umm im going to stop boring you people with my anoying/ boring talking / bloging ... well bye byez.>

p.s. HI WOOZY! HI SALEM!


[b][Edward][/b]
 
aijou
11.27.03 (6:55 pm)   [edit]
no one knew why?... she just kept crying. everyone wondered.. wait!. no one wondered.. no one cared. at all. there wasnt a reason to. she kept on crying . she juts kept crying . and crying . and crying . and crying. no one knew or cared why. she just did.

who the fuck cares about her crying all the time that stupid sensitive bitch , god shes so fucking anoying that stupid slut!. who the fuck cares.. man shes so stupid!!!/



[b][Edward][/b]
 
-Thankz Giving Morning?-
11.27.03 (12:19 pm)   [edit]

this is the picture that salem let me have from like his whole stack collection of furry's .
well yeh today was good morning i guess. me and xio wokeup talking about our lives and just stuff in general and stuff. and then she called senpai and we found out that we cant go to his house today so yeh and he's going to be working alot today in boston market or something cuz of the turkey selling madness!! well yeh. and he said ohio to me, i would have said it back but he hung up .< well yeh right now im listening to butthole surfers the song is a song from the movie romeo and juliet, the one with leonardo decrapio in it yeh. i lovez that movie .... well yeh the song kicks ass. i betted xio 25 cent that we wont do anything today . but its not like i want it to be like that but thats how i think its going to be so why not bet on it yknow. well yeh..umm theres a bug on my plate so ile be right back. *goes and puts back plate and cleans it* okie im back . well yehz i wish zuly and joey could come over but i doubt that theyll be able to cuz its thanksgiving and they have to be with their famalies and blah blah blah... etc. so yeh i might not do anything today but stay in the net at home. oh wellz .. well i guess thats it bye byez .. i hope everyone has a good thankx giving!. =^.^=>
[MEOW!]



[b][Edward][/b]
 
I Didnt Do it!!!!
11.26.03 (3:15 pm)   [edit]

well today i almost got arrested for vandalizing .< i wrote "ed" on the wall of a store when i was chilling with woozy and salem cuz we we were waiting for the bus to pick cindy so yeh!. and then salem wrote his name on the thing but then i was going to write it the police cop person saw me so he pulled over and asked me if i did it and whatnotz and me as an idiot i said "no i didnt write that" lol... that was soo stupid i think it was funny as hell cuz he went crazy and started asking me if i was calling him a liar and shit , im like no man im not calling you a liar . that cop was freaking out, lol i thought it was funny cuz then he told me to apologize to the manager of the store which was some stupid chick and i never really opalogized (or w.e it is that u spell it) cuz the woman just went out and saw what i wrote and asked me if i was going to pay for it but man ... i dontz have the money to pay for that stupid shit. so i said " i dont know" and then she said if i was going to clean it and i said ok. lol but since they didnt have anything for me to clean it with then i didnt have to. lol that was soo stupid and and woozy since she had this dog phobia and whatnotz she asked the cop if the dogs could get out on their or something and he said no. well yeh then the bus came and woozy left, and salem followed me home ... like a lost puppy . well yehz.. oh! and xio and zuly were acting funny when i was telling them not to cross the street cuz i was in trouble with the cop and i didnt want them to be asked any questions or anything so yeh. oh! and woozy cried today :( it was sad ... i was trying to cheer her up but it wasnt working so well,and nery and diego were doing this thing that when we pass by them they start pointing and laughing at us , yknow like just to bug but not really they were kidding but i told them to stop cuz woozy was crying and yeh. so then they said sorry and got all seriouse and umm freddy and eddy were next to her but i didnt say anything cuz she was sad and i didnt want her to get all i dont know thinking about other stuff but then they left and went gosh knowz where?!... well yeh , my day was weird oh! and also salem asked me out and told me he liked me in lunch and yeh i was all retarted about it like always but yeh, i think salem has problems up thurr yknow , cuz people arent suppose to like me so yeh!. well anywhoz and i tolds him no cuz im anti-relationships then i feltz bad. well yeh and and and i gotz 3 dollars for snoopy , yaay for snoopy . i hope he got to see cristy cuz then i wastededed my time man!. or atleast he used it to make himself happy or something .. even though the thing that would have made him happy is cristy but yehz you know what i mean man!. well yehz.. alot of peoples didnt come to school man.. like like adrian and and other peoplez that i dont remember right now but the most imaportant one that i noticed was adrian man! he wasnt here today . oh yeh thats right cuz he went to see hez and whatnotz in another state or something .. well yeh i hopez him and all my friend have a [b]good thanksgiving tomorrow!!!! [/b] well i guess that is all my imaginary friends.. bye byez. =^.^= [MEOW!!]>


[b][Edward][/b]